I am too sick to work and haven’t money enough to last 2 months and pay income tax. I want to keep going but do not see quite how, and there is no alternative – rather than justify my mother’s 25-year dread of my “coming back on her, sick”, I must kill myself. If she has to pay funeral costs, at least she will cut them to the bone and I will not be here to endure her martyrdom and prolong it by living.
