I think it was always there and it was maybe a matter of bringing it out. It was harder than I thought it would be and I had to try harder. I had to regain my confidence, maybe the most important thing. I have learned a lot to relax. I know what I can do now, and I do it.
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Go ahead, work hard and never be afraid to try something. Even if you don’t make it, at least you can say you tried.